32w4d today. Nothing to report. I have no energy left aside from small bursts that leave me with swollen feet and sore hips because I do too much. I think the lack of energy is directly related to the weather. For some reason, the one year I need it to be warm and sunny in May if only to make me feel as though I am actually getting closer to reclaiming my body, the weather has been brutal. Snow, wind, cold with the odd really nice day thrown in just to send you back into a pit of despair when you look out the window the next day and can't see anything but white. It is on these nice days that my energy returns along with my will to live.

We have been keeping busy, redecorating Ms. O's room before the babies come. Call me crazy, but I don't think babies really care what their room looks like and I know for a fact that eight-year-old girls do. We didn't spend a lot of money, just a new paint colour, some pictures for the wall and new bedding. I also bought a used desk for her room. She organized the desk yesterday and spends every spare minute sitting there sketching or reading.

I have started to wrap my head around the babies' room as well and actually picked up a few pictures for the wall. I have come to the conclusion that the paint colour is what was holding me back. It was to adult-y. Mr. M's next job is to repaint in there and we will be set. I never did pick out bedding sets, I just can't justify the minimum $400 I would have to spend on two bedding sets for twins. I'll sew up some quick coordinating quilts and call it done. I may have to ask our dog for his opinion on redecorating as it seems he has claimed that room as his own.

That's about all I've got going on these days, just waiting...