Still pregnant, I guess. Ultrasound is one week from today. This wait is awful. Absolutely the worst wait I have ever experienced. I feel maybe, kinda pregnant. I haven't peed on a stick for a week, but only because I ran out. Let's pick apart the symptoms I have experienced thus far. Today I am 6w2d. Symptoms are;

• Nausea - no vomiting, but smells make me feel sick. Cigarette smoke is, surprisingly, one of the things that sets off my nausea. I'm surprised because I only quit smoking again (after falling off the wagon when I was told I had no chance of conceiving naturally) right before I started this cycle. I am a born smoker, love the taste, the smell, that burning feeling in my lungs. If only they could get this feeling in to a patch and no one would have trouble quitting. I not only hate smoking right now, I can't imagine ever smoking again. Hope it lasts!
• Super Smell - this one totally creeps out Mr. M. I can smell when Ms O puts lotion on in her bedroom from the living room, downstairs. The first time it happened, I thought she had dumped a whole bottle of scented oil on the carpet, the smell was so strong.
• SI Joint Pain - This one is excruciating, debilitating, totally paralyzing. If I sit too long, which I am apt to do at work, I can barely stand up. If I'm too active, I can barely walk. I have found this comfortable medium where I go for a slow, short walk every hour or so. I guess I should ditch the heels too, they really aren't helping.
• Back Cramp - This only happened once and I don't know if it is technically a pregnancy symptom, but holy shit that hurt. I had vacuumed earlier on in the day, so I guess vacuuming is out. Shame.
• Epically Constipated - Not unusual for me, but I'm pretty sure I actually sprained my colon one day. I'm not even joking. It felt like someone stuck a red hot rod in my colon. Was that too much? Did I go too far there?

So, one thing I do find funny is I am less emotional. I think now that my system has cleared out the medically induced hormonal imbalance, I feel relatively normal. Relative to how I felt during treatment. I'm pretty sure, before all treatment started, I would have considered my current state of mind as being on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Funny how your perceptions change.

I probably won't bother updating until after the ultrasound next Monday. My heart just isn't in it.